I miss you.

i miss you so much it hurts.

just wait, don't

say anything, don't

say anything,

that has always been a skill of yours anyway

you always know how to

speak with your eyes.

i miss you so much it hurts, the starlit place

i gave you in my past is

aching, is confused, your memory threatens

to leak from my young thoughts

like minutes out of your watch.

I miss you so much it hurts and

the saddest thing is that I

don't think you miss me. Now

dear, don't lie to me, save

your whispered assurances of

love of

connections of

hope because if you don't if you

whisper into my cold

waiting

ears then i

will have to hear you, will

have to love you and

you have filled my heart to a happy brim

as it is.

i miss you so much it hurts i

love you so much it aches

and the saddest thing is that i

don't think you miss me.